From Mommy:
It was a rough day for me emotionally. Work was fine. I have some catching up to do, but I think I will fall back into it in no time. When people would ask about Preston I would tear up, so we have a no baby talk rule unless I bring it up. At lunch time I had John call over to daycare to check in on him (I decided I might cry, so that was the safer way). As of 1pm Preston had eaten 6oz and i had pumped 9... the race was on! By the end of the day I had 12oz and Preston had only eaten 10, so I won! In this case Preston won't be sad that I won, because it means he has plenty to eat tomorrow. I keep myself busy at work so the time goes faster, and I have photos of Preston hanging everywhere. I know I'll be fine with the situation in a few days, this is just an adjustment period